Realisation, that I am not the mind, that lives in misery.
Empty state, frozen.
Lie awake. Misery
Picking holes, looking for blame.
I lie awake, this won't just go away.
Born, free, but I live in my grave.
Wishing away the days.
Can't forget, and fill the space.
I must truly forgive, if I want to set the pace.
Obsessed, with control.
And scared, of uncertainty,
My mind is my worst enemy.
Consumed, by the pain, of a life I create.
Always questioning, the choice I made.
Disconnected from perception, I am more than egos reflection.
A hard truth to face.
I must learn to live without you.
Can't Bury the axe, stood on glass.
The ultimate sacrifice, face the reality.
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